GRRRRRRRR

Fights suck.

Lots of fun this weekend. Hit the punk scene with Ashley and went to an Allister concert. Not that bad. Although the circulation got cut off from my hand in the middle of it and totally freaked me out. Luckily I sat down and it came back. The human body is intriging. We even saw them on the way home and stalked there van until we got to our exit. Man if I was driving we would have just followed them all the way to wherever they were going, Haha fun. If any hot punk guys see this and want to date my illustrious friend Ashley please e-mail me. Or actually any guy who isn't a man whore. Just e-mail me.

Megan
urbloodyromance@aol.com

Complete Shit

Why do I always get so over emotional about things. I would say its because I have my period but I'm always like this. Sometimes I just sit in my room and cry because I can't take it anymore. Other times I just feel like killing someone. My emotions always get the better of me. It's a problem. I'm much too sensitive for my own good. I wish I could be some kind of emotional rock but it'll never happen. Damn me and my sensitivity. I'm not cut out to be a social person. I should just hide away in my house and never leave having absolutly no contact with the outside world. I probably wouldn't even be able to do it. Ok now I'm feeling a little too depressed even for me.

Kyle Quote of Cuteness:
"Thank God I'm an Atheist"

Megan

;(

Where oh where has my Kyle boy gone? Oh where oh where can he be? Right now I wish he was snuggling right next to me.

Megan

Yeah I have like a mental breakdown and you sign off. Gee thanks. Just fucking thanks.

Sadness

I'm doing a collage project for art and it's really depressing me. I'm doing it on starvation and poverty in Africa. You see all these little kids just wasting away and then you turn around and look at all the fat asses we have in America. We are the most obess country in the world and maybe it's because everyone else is starving. Why don't you fucking get off your ass and donate the money you would spend on junk food to help out people in other countries. You'll lose weight and help someone too. It really pisses me off. I plan on sponsering a child when I get older. You know I have a good plan. Maybe I'll put it into action for my senior project. NOBODY ELSE STEAL IT. Not that anyone reads this thing anyways. Oy vay.

Megan

PS- I miss you Kyle and I love you!

Assholes

Men are such assholes. Sometimes I think I should be a lesbian just so I don't have to subject myself to them. ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Like I was seeing this kid for a while who was all into the band Homegrown. Now that I know Ashley and all I've come to like there music too. But I also found out that this song he was telling me about when we broke things off goes like "Your hot but I love you not" If I ever see that kid again I'll pummel him. Asshole!
I have Kyle all and now but still God. It hurts to think about the assholes I use to actually like. Thank god that I met the right guy who isn't one. For the most part anyways. Listing to Nirvana depresses me but puts me in a good mood for some reason. Life is wierd so maybe that isn't actually wierd. Ah well.

Megan

Strife

Agh life is so complicated sometimes. What do you do when you want to see the guy you love with every fiber of your being but you can't? All I want to do right now is be in his arms but I can't. I just want to cry. Why doesn't he want to come see me? I would be there right now if I could but I can't. Love sucks sometimes.

Megan

"Regrets are worthless"
-Midtown-
Thats all I *ashley* have to say. Hi Megan! *waves*

Sleeping over Ashley's house. If anyone wants me i"ll be there. We shall be depressed about our boy toys together.

Freaking out

Okay what do you do when your boyfreind dosen't call you and then he says this thing about making mistakes and then you call but hes not there and everytime the phone rings and its not him you feel like you got stabbed in the heart?

Well I don't knwo what you would do but I'm going to go cry histerically :(

Wahhhhhhhhh
Megan

Call

I tried to call you but no one answered :(

Ashley says HI!!!! as she falls over in her chair and says WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Megan

Guy PMS

Why is he so depressed lately? It makes me worried. I feel like he can't talk to me. I want to help him but it seems like he won't let me. Is he breaking apart from me? It makes me so sad. Please just tell me what is bothering you. I love you and won't ever judge you or leave you. Remember that.

Some people like Ms. Whore Nikki suck ass. I really jsut want to rip her throat out. No wait she probably has std's in her skin. Ewwww she makes me want to puke. WHORE!!!!!!!!!

That is all
Megan

I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH

That is all.

Megan

PooP

Lalalaala. do you know what poop means? People Order Our Patty's --- Spongebob. Best show ever created. Ever. I think I'll completely change my apperence and become a wierd silently depressed goth chick. Or a loud party hardy punk gurl. Or maybe Kyle's metal head rocker chica. I think I like the last one best ;) I miss him so much somtimes I feel like I just can't go on. But I know that eventually we'll be together.

"I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me" -- Marilyn Manson

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Megan

Kyle--- UPDATE YOUR BLOG!!!!!!! I love you ;)

A translation at last!

I'm writing in in one big block and not in verse since that is how it is writen in the book.

Ah! Like the golden leaves in the wind, long years numberless as the wings of trees! The long years have passed like swift draughts of the sweet mead in lofty halls beyond the West, beneath the blue vaults of Varda wherein the stars tremble in the song of her voice, holy and queenly. Who now shall refill the cup for me? For now the Kindler, Varda, the Queen of the Stars, from Mount Everwhite has uplifted her hands like clouds, and all paths are drowned deep in shadow; and out of a gray country darkness lies on the foaming waves between us, and mist covers the jewels of Calacirya for ever. Now lost, lost to those from the East is Valimar! Farewell! Maybe thou shalt find Valimar. Maybe even thou shalt find it. Farewell!

Shexy

Ugh men!!!!!!!!!!!!! We should throw all them in a hole and nuke it! Along with certain bitches (lizzie maguire look-a-like whore and purta rican mexican whatever piece o shit named bianca). Men are not worth the tears ladies. I say freeze the sperm and kill the rest. Except maybe Kyle. We shall see.

Megan

Want to argue with me? geishagirl18@msn.com

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