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Ok then

You know I hate people. I really do. Sometimes I wonder why I don't just go and lock myself in my room and avoid human contact at all costs. I realize now that the only person I can relie on is Kyle. And he's in boot camp. Just freaking lovely. If I end up decapitating myself don't blame me. Blame yourself.

Megan

LaLa

Well I haven't updated much have I? Damn work for making me so tired. Ahh well thats life. I've been so depressed lately and I just don't know why. Maybe its from missing Kyle so much. I just don't know anymore. Well whatever. Anywhooos congrats out to Ashley for snaging Totoro aka Kudos aka KJ. Yeah you know she's got it going on. Don't deny it. And I apologize in advance to anyone i might horribly maim over the next week. Sorry its pms. And with that note I'm off to fall into the dark abyss known as sleeping as some of us actually have jobs unlike their slacker friends (haha kidding).

Megan aka Simmy Snappler

Wahhhhhhhh

My life is sucking right now. I miss my boyfriend. My job sucks. And I have to go back to school in another month or so. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! *Pulls hair out of head* Oh and to top it all of I think I'm dying of heat exhustion. Lurvly. At least I got to go on vacation. Yay Disney World! Well actually Yay Epcot! But anywhoos I think i'll go and be bored some more.

Megan

YAY no more school!!!!!!!!

So no more school yippy yippy yay yay! No more studying and getting called Meggie by Luanne. *shudders* The horror! God but its freaking hot out. Damn you, damn the humidity, and damn the Wright brothers. Unless your obbsesive over Family Guy like me or your part of the Emo-Corish Posse you won't get that. So HAAAAAA on you! Alright I think the heats going to my head. I'm off to soak in the nice cold tub.

Megan

Awards de la Terribles

Award ceremony. Do I expect to get one? No. Do I want one? No. Will I tell them to take the award and shove it up their ass if I get one? Yes. I decided to take pictures today of various things that highlight how shitty this whole thing is. I decided to make it all into a collage. I won't mention what I'm going to do to it but lets just say I don't think my teachers will appreciate it.

I found out Kyle is going to be gone for 10 weeks instead of 6 :( Ahh well the shitty stuff always happens to me. Thats not new.

I look forward only to the day I can kiss this school good-bye. Approx: 1 day and 4 finals left.
Megan

Woooooooo Movies!

Yay actually going out tonight. Gunna go see that Finding Nemo movie. I have an obsession with Pixar movies and I'm not afraid to admit that. Altough somthing seems to be wrong with Kyle :( Kyle if you see this e-mail me and let me know whats going on. I'm worried about you. I'm over Ashleys now hanging with the Emo-Corish Posse so yay go us! Caleb actually came over with us so the whole posse is here. Wooooo! Only 3 more days till the big 1-7. Excited about that. But besides all that nothing else is going on and I have to take a piss so yeah peace out peoples!!!!!!

Megan

HAHA

Hey peoples check out my kick ass new layout. Yess I'm so proud!!!!!! Go Megan. Notice most of my links and friends spaces are empty. Want to fill one? E-mail me.

K gotta work tomarrow so gotta hit the hay.

Megan

Blah

Sorry for not updating but I've just been so tired mentally and physically. I'm planing on re-doing this whole blog and making a website for me and Asherz. So since I plan on spending my time online learning how to do that I might not be updating for awhile until I figure it all out and get myself a new layout. Soooooooo if you want to be kind and help me out e-mail me.

Megan
indiekiss@sbcglobal.net
aim: azurefiregodess

Hmmmm

"If we were meant to play with our pee we would be pissing out action figures." -- Me

Jeez I'm like Kyle now quoting myself. Oh and school is absolute hell. I cannot stand people. I seriously think I should just bomb it. Or amybe I'll get Kyle and his anarchist crew to do it for me. Haha.

Megan

This for Kyle who I love more than anything in this whole world. Yeah you probably already know the words and all but still. It's a song that reminds me of us cuz remember: its "Staircase to Heaven" not "Stairway". Thanks for talking to me even though I sounded like a dumbass. It's one of the many reasons why I love you.

Stairway To Heaven

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven

Californication

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind’s elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It’s Californication

It’s the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It’s understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

Chorus:
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It’s Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it’s made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon’s not far away
It’s Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody’s been there
and
I don’t mean on vacation

Chorus

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl’s guitar
They’re just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn’t save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you’re craving

Chorus

For some reason I have become obssesed with the Red Hot Chilli Peppers lately. Expecally this song. I guess it's because it reminds me of my mother so much. I've always thought of myself as a California girl not a New England one. This song just puts the whole California thing perfectly. So if I start quoting RHCP just pretend like its cool and I'll be happy.

Megan

Why School Sucks the Devils Ass

Listen to Lithium by Nirvana.

Not that my opinions matter or anything.

God I get treated like such fucking shit in school. My only friend is Ashley and all my teachers despise me. I use to think it was such a great place but now I realize what bullshit it is. I hate the people I go to school with. Preppy ass drug addicted hypocrites. I hope they all die of a drug overdose. I feel like total shit and both Ashley and my brother are sick but when I ask to go home it turns into this big deal and I can't because I'm the evil one just trying to con my way out of classes. It's gym for christ sakes. God I fucking hate it here. I feel like slitting my wrists the minute I walk into the door just to get away from it all. I realize now that me and people just don't mix and school is not the place for me. I don't know how I'm suppose to smile at people for 8 hours straight this weekend each day. Well at least I'm gettin paid to do it. FUCK THIS SCHOOL! My teacher comes over and reads what I write and then has a shit fit. Fucking freedom of expression man. Nobody asked you to come over and read this. "Well Megan I'll alow it for today but you can't do it in the future." Just because I critize the fucking school. Fuck this shit man I'm about to walk out like I did the other day. I have enough problems I do not need this crap too.

Megan

Commitment

I know I'm at the bottom of your to do list
Out of an A, B, and C
In order of impotance
I'm a E

This is so me

"She's Anti"

Sitting in her class
Sophisticated, anti-social brat
She never speaks a word
That's why she's sitting in the back
No one knows her name
I never knew that she existed

Then one tragic day She came to school and went ballistic
With an ak in her right hand
She shot the cheerleading squad and ran
They're all dead, They're all dead

She's alone in her class
There's no one left for her to blast
She's always kicking ass
Masochistic, Gothic, dressed in black
No knows her name
I never knew she was sadistic

On April 28th She came to school and went ballistic
With a rifle in her left hand
She blew away the football team and ran
They're all dead, They're all dead

She's a bitch, she hates everyone
She's one of those Anti-girls
Pessimistic and cynical
She's a victim of this lonely world, yeah

I know she hates me
She's a little insane
And she's crazy
She's kookie, ookie, dookie
They're all dead, They're all dead,

----HomeGrown

Right......

Life is hell and I have art. Which makes it more than hell. Is that possible?

CODY IS A DIRTY WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Penny Kicker, Simmy Snappler, and Forky Stumpler = the anti-whore gang. Although Forky Stumpler is really getting on my nerves and needs a beat down.

Megan

Love is a dirty word.

Parents go "Oh well don't worry someday you'll find your true love."

Know what I'm gunna tell my kids? "Run child. Run far far away."

Megan

Wtf?

Okay I understand when people get mad and don't want to talk about things. I do it too. That doesn't mean you should be an asshole to the person who cares about you the most. The person that loves you more than anything. If you don't talk about your problems it eats away at you and you'll never feel better. I should know. I just feel like shit now. Apparently people don't even care what I have to say or about my problems. Apparently I mean nothing. Maybe Tim was right. I should just blow my head off and everybody would be so much better off.

Megan

Thinking

My guitar teacher threw a paper ball across the room and she managed to get it into the wastepaper basket. She asked if anyone had seen it but we all said no. So she says "Everytime I don't make it people are watching but everytime I do no one is. It's the story of my life." I don't think truer words have been spoken.

Megan