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Where oh where has my Kyle boy gone? Oh where oh where can he be? Right now I wish he was snuggling right next to me.

Megan

Yeah I have like a mental breakdown and you sign off. Gee thanks. Just fucking thanks.

Sadness

I'm doing a collage project for art and it's really depressing me. I'm doing it on starvation and poverty in Africa. You see all these little kids just wasting away and then you turn around and look at all the fat asses we have in America. We are the most obess country in the world and maybe it's because everyone else is starving. Why don't you fucking get off your ass and donate the money you would spend on junk food to help out people in other countries. You'll lose weight and help someone too. It really pisses me off. I plan on sponsering a child when I get older. You know I have a good plan. Maybe I'll put it into action for my senior project. NOBODY ELSE STEAL IT. Not that anyone reads this thing anyways. Oy vay.

Megan

PS- I miss you Kyle and I love you!

Assholes

Men are such assholes. Sometimes I think I should be a lesbian just so I don't have to subject myself to them. ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Like I was seeing this kid for a while who was all into the band Homegrown. Now that I know Ashley and all I've come to like there music too. But I also found out that this song he was telling me about when we broke things off goes like "Your hot but I love you not" If I ever see that kid again I'll pummel him. Asshole!
I have Kyle all and now but still God. It hurts to think about the assholes I use to actually like. Thank god that I met the right guy who isn't one. For the most part anyways. Listing to Nirvana depresses me but puts me in a good mood for some reason. Life is wierd so maybe that isn't actually wierd. Ah well.

Megan

Strife

Agh life is so complicated sometimes. What do you do when you want to see the guy you love with every fiber of your being but you can't? All I want to do right now is be in his arms but I can't. I just want to cry. Why doesn't he want to come see me? I would be there right now if I could but I can't. Love sucks sometimes.

Megan