This for Kyle who I love more than anything in this whole world. Yeah you probably already know the words and all but still. It's a song that reminds me of us cuz remember: its "Staircase to Heaven" not "Stairway". Thanks for talking to me even though I sounded like a dumbass. It's one of the many reasons why I love you.

Stairway To Heaven

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven

Californication

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind’s elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It’s Californication

It’s the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It’s understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

Chorus:
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It’s Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it’s made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon’s not far away
It’s Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody’s been there
and
I don’t mean on vacation

Chorus

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl’s guitar
They’re just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn’t save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you’re craving

Chorus

For some reason I have become obssesed with the Red Hot Chilli Peppers lately. Expecally this song. I guess it's because it reminds me of my mother so much. I've always thought of myself as a California girl not a New England one. This song just puts the whole California thing perfectly. So if I start quoting RHCP just pretend like its cool and I'll be happy.

Megan

Why School Sucks the Devils Ass

Listen to Lithium by Nirvana.

Not that my opinions matter or anything.

God I get treated like such fucking shit in school. My only friend is Ashley and all my teachers despise me. I use to think it was such a great place but now I realize what bullshit it is. I hate the people I go to school with. Preppy ass drug addicted hypocrites. I hope they all die of a drug overdose. I feel like total shit and both Ashley and my brother are sick but when I ask to go home it turns into this big deal and I can't because I'm the evil one just trying to con my way out of classes. It's gym for christ sakes. God I fucking hate it here. I feel like slitting my wrists the minute I walk into the door just to get away from it all. I realize now that me and people just don't mix and school is not the place for me. I don't know how I'm suppose to smile at people for 8 hours straight this weekend each day. Well at least I'm gettin paid to do it. FUCK THIS SCHOOL! My teacher comes over and reads what I write and then has a shit fit. Fucking freedom of expression man. Nobody asked you to come over and read this. "Well Megan I'll alow it for today but you can't do it in the future." Just because I critize the fucking school. Fuck this shit man I'm about to walk out like I did the other day. I have enough problems I do not need this crap too.

Megan